Great, school start again..and I want to congratulate myself because I am contend with my result…The most important thing is, i met all my old friend, some has gain weight,..some has lost….everybody was struggling in selecting what will be the suitable subject for themselves….Atc gives me a feeling….feel like in the Battlefield…and only the strong survive..which is true but in my batch of lawmates..one would always be the Queen…that our world best record holder..Your majesty..Rebecca Yuvonne..she is jus so cool..and she is a legend..she is like jurisprudence…of a question that never have the answer (mr.Amerjit)….
In the moment of thinking how she did that..and did it over again…I picked my subject…gonna do..European Union Law..so that I get a qualified degree..Company Law, because it is definitely practical…and Conflicts of Law..because it is interesting..Jurisprudence is a must…y it is a must? Again…a question that never have the answer…It is OBVIOUSLY foreseeable…I would not have much time to study…not much time to tok abt relationship…not much time to relax myself….
For all…I made an important decision..i broke up with him….a decision that I told myself I can never regret and can never forget…I strongly believe that this is the best for us....everyone was asking why? Why ? and why?...there is no reason why….the decision jus came up like that…I took into account all sort consideration…and I need him to understand..love is not everything..infact..in my perception…love is not the most fundamentals in my life..for NOW……
Someone must be cursing me by now..telling that…of what I heard about this bitch….i knew she gonna act like that…ahh…for whatever shit that every others told….i couldn’t be able to care….they own their mouth after all..but one thing that makes them sound silly is that…they don’t seem to understand the situation…they r not in a better position to judge someone else…after all…they are not as great as god….i accept what they think abt me….
They are alwsi ppl around…that try their hardcore life on..in messing ppl life up…all around the coll..all around me…I wonder..how can they get so free…in truth….I undertake obligations for myself…I undertake responsibilities…that some other may not even have bother…..my life is not like those rich princess tat can do thing on their own….because…im poor in my life…I cant lose….because I got nothing to lose….
I don’t wan to get attached to anything…because..i am tired…tired for all other bullshit that happen to me before…for whatever they are thinking…jus go ahead..and bitch abt me…but..those who understand ..will understand…try to ask urself…y r u here on earth…what impetus is ur life on? Who do u live for..and what do u live for….Im sure if u can answer these…u will realize…u actually did things that is wasting ur time, effort and money…why not try important things out first and keep the rest for ur spare time…u will feel …fell…….FULL…heart is..FULL…of what u want….
Guess what…until today…im still learning…of what my life suppose to be..and no one can understand me…including…someone who was the closest by my side….
So now…I felt miserable…because..life is jus like a jurisprudence…which will never have the answer…
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