A lecture by Joel

First of all i would like to tell you that...yes..." i am jobless" throughout the three month break...This is the first time ever during this damn freaking free day i decide to write something abt the thought in my mind....is been a "leech" in my mind sucking all my courage and excitements to do stuff...

Now is really the right time to think about what i actually want in my life....i couldnt answer this question, is more difficult than understanding 3 certainties in Trust....(someone is smilling at this text now) ...yeah you know what i mean ...can u feel it.....

there was one day...a coursemate told me i should go UK to become a Barrister...for around 100K to 150K....literally looking at it money is not a problem but to live better with the same amount of money is difficult and...its gonna be a problem,because that amount of money is simply not enough....but a more practical thinking, there are whole lots of ways to earn it back if you are a barrister...by that time the amount of money you found with your legal privilege, is far more and more and more than now...so should i go or should i stay?

what abt the people around here.....People? who do i have...yeah i did have quite a number of person that i truly cares for.....but i think they will understand that...

This have been my thinking all these while before a lecture by Joel....jus now...after what he had analyse and told me i had made up my mind that going to Uk was a really stupid thing to do for me which comes from a middle range of family....perhaps staying here and continue doing the same thing that i was suppose to do...it may not be a bad thing to do....

Today i was in MPH, i manage to get to read on a book titled " HOW TO SUCCESS for 101 REASONS" i was impressed by the Preface...it quoted " GOD creates man with a purpose and we are born for that purpose"..to be success simply to understand what is our own purpose in life, execute it with perfection...then we are consider as a successful person...is PERFECTION...and only PERFECTION......

I am now ....in the middle of the night...thinking....what is my purpose of my life if i were to take up the words by Joel....plans it with my dreamt-PERFECTION.....